Leaving season

The pangs of unfound glory
keep roaring in agony
my ode to joy
transposed to a bittersweet symphony
haunting melodies with multiple cadences
interrupted
let the music play on
for hope to be resurrected

I crave tranquility
and conversely I crave redemption
come back to grant me serenity
come back to grant me elation
make my twisted mind of jealousy and hate
turn toward love and reason
all my leaves have fallen
I'm downcast
its been a long leaving season